The nights are getting longer,the sun is barely here,the weather is cold and frosty so Christmas must be nearly here. Twinkling lights will start appearing, holly and tinsel here and there, Santas wish lists will be written by excited children everywhere. My day will be filled with memories with sadness and tears with remembering happy christmas,s spent together in previous years. But deep down I know youll be with me, Ill feel your presence when Im blue, I will smile when I remember some silly times and the twinkling eyes that were uniquely you. So Im looking forward to this Christmas I know Ill be feeling blue but I know it is something I have to live through. ~This very first Christmas without youx